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look at what i made! 
© Ezra Chang, 2006
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| AP testing is finally finished. not anxious at all for the third week of July, lol.
predictions:
Lit: 5 (very possibly a 4... evening hawks can all go to hell)
Physics Mech: 4
Physics E&M: 3
Chem: 4
Macro: 3
Micro: 4
that's all folks. can't fill in the frickin bubbles when i've had a can of Red Bull or Max Velocity, haha. i think faster, i think, but i can't buble as well, lol. and then there's the minor detail that it the effects of Red Bull begin to wear off after several minutes, haha. i'm totally getting ripped off.
pretty much done... one more physics assignment, a math final project due next tuesday, math final next wednesday, english essay due next friday, chem final also next wednesday, orch final sometime, PE final sometime, Micro book report due sometime, Micro test sometime, Micro final project sometime.
... gosh darn... it's more than i thought. 10 things. booo... whatever. i'm gonna get a B in AP Physics :D this is despite the fact that i fell upon and got impaled by the final. in fact, while Tim set the curve (got the highest grade), i prolly helped hold down the other side, hahaha. but i'm gonna get a B ^.^
graduation the 28th of May. then the only reason to go back to Neuqua would be to laugh at all the juniors taking their finals. that's right!! suck on my pointing index finger!! XD
alright, i'm done. peace out, mah playas... and dun stop lookin studly ^.~
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| it can be argued that God does more through our failures than through our successes. like create dependence.
He wants us to be dependent; then, it's Him, not us.
who wants to be dependent, really? by nature, we're egotistical. but there's so much irony; this "unnatural" dependence makes us more ourselves, in that we were made in His image, His likeness.
i could go into more detail, but i really don't feel up to it. i'm busy coping with failure and grappling with the above concept.
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| i'll let you have a piece of my true worries.
(for the first time in a long while)
over the past who knows how long, my relationship with God has deteriorated so much.
(i know you've noticed)
and of late i've begun to wonder whether i could ever find in myself the desire to again surrender everything... and because i doubt that, i wonder about the status of the existence my salvation.
(have i lost it?)
worse yet, i haven't really been wondering or worrying about it too much... until now.
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